Changes

IMG_6011I have mentioned before how much change my life has gone through in the past 10 months.  More of emotional and growth, but, also changes in my jobs.  In the last 3 months, I have been employed at 3 different companies and tomorrow I hope to have one more change and then will be done for a little while….  I have been trying to find the right balance for me and my kids.  It is not an easy thing to juggle as many I know go through.  Being a single mom and one who had stayed home for over 17 years seems more challenging to me…  Maybe because I don’t have a 4 year degree to fall back on, or really anything to fall back on.  School was and still is not my thing…  I would totally do it, IF I knew what I wanted to be when I grow up!  I have found writing this blog is something that I am passionate about.  I love being able to write what I want and say exactly what I want.  I have so much appreciated everyone who has reached out and said something to me about the various things I have written.  It really inspires me to want more and to figure out how I can do this and actually maybe make money doing it…  Not an easy thing I know, but really nothing in my life has ever been easy and  I wouldn’t change that for anything.  It is what has made me, ME.  All the experiences, good and bad.  I have a close friend who has her own Ebay store Sunburstnation.com, she sells used clothing and has been successful for the last 10 years.  We have been collaborating how we can help each other out.  It has started today, her taking pictures of me wearing her clothes she is selling and I will be posting them in my blogs.  Another fear I am letting go off….  Fear of more judgement, but I really am at a point in my life, where I am not fearful of much…  If you don’t try things, you will never know if you could have succeeded.  Failure,  is not trying.  Success is trying and even if it doesn’t work out, you tried, you grew and you learned.   I have NO idea what my future holds, but I know I need to keep growing and challenging myself.  Keep figuring out what makes ME happy and what is the best thing for me and my kids.  I am starting to feel I am closer and that is the best feeling in the world.  I never have cared about having all the money in the world.  I just want to be happy, do something that I love and am passionate about and of course to have the means to live.

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