There are days that I wonder where I am going to get my strength to keep going on. Days were I literally feel like I am not sure how much more life I can take. This is were the “Come to Jesus” talk begins. These are the days that makes us stronger, wiser, and continue to show us how really powerful we are. No one likes to feel negative, sad or angry thoughts, but we are human and with all the good, there is the bad. These days when I feel like “STOP life, let me breath”!! Are the days that teach me just how strong and resilient I am. The days were I need to dig deeper, to realize all of this is for a greater purpose, a reason, even if at the time I don’t know what for, I do know I will at some point. Through this journey I have at some points never felt more alone in my life, were I wonder why, but have learned to just flow with the process, because I will find the lesson, the purpose for it. I know we can not beat ourselves up at these moments, it is so easy to go that way, but I have learned it is much easier to give yourself love, to allow what it is happening, to just happen. Being on a path to find your true self, is one of feeling utterly alone, but in this you develop great strength, love and peace, knowing who you are, why you are here, is a feeling of pure joy, even with all you go through to get to that point. Next time you feel like life has given you more than you asked for, look deep, feel it, go with it, you might be surprised at the strength you have inside. We can not control what others think or do, we can not control all that happens in our lives, what we can control is how we react. React back to negative things with as much love as possible, see people for who they really are, realize everyone is in this together, some just aren’t as far as you in this journey of life, and some might never be. At the end of the day, we only have ourselves, our thoughts, our feelings, use them for good, and know you are never alone, there is always someone out there who understands.
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